The Litany Against Fear

I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. (Frank Herbert)

Friday, September 4, 2009

Uneventful Sonogram

Everything was A-OK on the sonogram this week. Fluid was still at 9. Little odd since we expected it to drop some after treatment, but we're not complaining. Not ready to hope the rest of the pregnancy will be a breeze. Always have the feeling that something bad is right around the corner. Same way with cancer. Always fearing the next bit of bad news. It's a defense mechanism, but it takes a bit of the joy out of life. Still, if I didn't have my guard up, every time something went wrong I'd be a complete basket case.

2 comments:

Sue in Italia/In the Land Of Cancer said...

Uneventful at this point is good. Now you just started your 30th week? Every day helps Anya get stronger. So mid-October is when she's coming out? Today was the day of my daughter's scheduled C-section but her son had other ideas and is 17 days old.

Sandy said...

Uneventful is fantastic! Keeping your guard up is not a bad thing just don't be paranoid.