The Litany Against Fear

I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. (Frank Herbert)

Monday, March 22, 2010

Time goes by...

As usual, life gets a little busy and I disappear from cyberspace. Anya is growing well, developing well, and a little bit of a tyrant. Oh joy! Little bit of a scare when bone scan/MRI showed mysterious spots on my tailbone. Decided to wait 2 months for another scan to show just what the spots were doing. My other option was an immediate biopsy, and that seemed a bit overkill. It was terrible to wait, wondering if I was going to have to try a new chemo and therapy regimen while trying to take care of an infant. Finally I got my second scans and the spots vanished. Docs figure it might be pregnancy/delivery related. Now it is just another thing to keep an eye on as the year rolls onward. I have treatment in a few days. I actually look forward to them because Anya spends the day with her Aunt or her grandparents and I get a break. I don't even mind that for most of that break I'm too tired to do anything but sleep.