The Litany Against Fear

I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. (Frank Herbert)

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

one year later...

My next chemo treatment will be this Friday, December 15th, 2006. Almost to the day one year ago I had my first chemo treatment. When Dr. Lee told me the treatment of my cancer would be very aggressive I didn't imagine I'd still be doing this after an entire year. Just thinking about it makes me feel exhausted. I honestly don't know how I've managed to come this far. All I know is that I've had a lot of help along the way and for that I am very grateful. I just had another CT scan today; hopefully it will show that the cancer is completely gone. Then I might be finally able to stop this marathon of chemo treatments.